My poems ive wrote
...The Storm...
They say the heart is like an ocean
With violent storms that lurk within
Where one can suffocate by waters
And wait, for death to set in
The ocean appeals to many
Calling with it's soothing song
With it's peaceful outward appearance
Souls flock, to it's joyous throng
But take one step into the water
And know the ocean's real intent
As rapid scenes flash before your eyes
Of how, your life was spent
Underneath the crystal water
Rages a violent, vicious tide
Which churns and thrashes incessantly
A storm that won't subside
The current grabbed ahold of you
And started to drag you down
You then were faced with a choice
Would you live or would you drown
It pulled you further and further
And you tried to put up a fight
However you started getting weak
But... struggled with all your might
You never cried for help
So no one ever knew your need
As you struggled to fight alone
The ocean pulled at a faster speed
It started to overwhelm you
You just couldn't take it anymore
So you decided to give up the fight
And slowly sank, to the ocean floor
They say the heart is like an ocean
With violent storms that lurk within
Suffocated by the waters
For you, death has now set in
You gave it up so quickly
Life hadn't yet, begun to start
But the storm was just too much for you
The storm inside your heart...
...I sit here all alone...
I sit here all alone.
Trying to think of words to say to you.
Trying to figure out.
If you still think of me too.
We still talk as friends.
I wish there was something more.
But you're with her.
And your love is what I'm searching for.
Being in this house.
Brings me so much pain.
This is where we first got together.
This house is driving me insane.
I can't get you out of my mind.
Especially after yesterday.
We sat on my porch and talked.
We both had so much to say.
I held in my emotions.
Tried not to let you see.
Because I was hurting so much.
I wanted you to be with me.
We laughed at the stories we told.
I felt so happy because you were there.
Then I started to remember.
All the memories we shared.
My eyes filled with tears.
I tried not to let you see.
I didn't want you to feel bad.
I didn't want you to pity me.
I'm sure you saw the sadness,
In my hazel eyes.
If you did, you didn't say a thing.
We were too caught up in memories for you to recognize.
As you left me sitting on the porch.
Fresh tears rolling down my cheek.
I realized I still loved you.
And how I wish you were mine to keep.
..If life was a road..
If life was a road, then I've come to the end.
If not the end, then, at least, the last bend.
All that lies ahead is just cliffs and trees.
All that's left is just begging on my knees.
I look ahead with nothing left
But a fast run and a jump to my death.
The easy way out, I think as I run,
Consequences of living my life of fun.
Dust in my trail as I gain speed,
Few seconds of fright and my soul will be freed.
As sweat burns my face, a teardrop falls...
No more talks with Dad or trips to the mall.
A young life cut short by her fear,
The screaming silence is all I can hear.
I can see the edge through my blurry eyes,
"Help me, someone!" a lost voice cries.
My knees so weak, not ready to leap,
But my heart is broken, with tears I weep.
The air hits my face like a cold, bitter knife,
For about three seconds I had a free life.
With the earth approaching, I can't turn back,
I look toward Heaven to get what I lack.
True happiness I thought which could never be mine,
Or a simple smile across my face, which would never shine.
Where once stood a young girl with the whole world ahead,
Lies a soul-less corpse, mangled and dead.
The end of the story cannot be told,
For this young girl never lived to be old.
Is she happy? Who could really tell?
Or is she still trapped in her own hell?
The easy way was all it had taken.
Her fear and tears could never be shaken.
They stayed with her all day and night.
They consumed her hearing, mind, and sight.
Sleep well, young one...
And rest your mind.
It's over tonight,
It's all behind...
